The past few weeks have been hard. I'm just really down and no matter what I do, I can't snap out of this funk. I've tried to keep myself happy and talking to people and all that junk but it's just so damn hard. I haven't even left my house in like three weeks. I've just been sitting in my room watching movies, reading, and basically stewing in depression. The only time I leave my lair is to go on the back porch and smoke. Which isn't often given the fact I've been smoking less and less lately. I don't know. Facebook sucks with this whole 'on this day last year' thing it's got going. Why? Because I'm having how happy I was on this day last year shoved in my fucking face every time I log on. Whatever.
I'm really not one for self help or 'ten steps to success!' books but I saw this at the library the other day and for since it was Russell Simmons, I decided to check out. After reading Donald Trumps shitty forward the book was actually good. It wasn't preachy or any of that. I've read self help books in the past but this wasn't anything like them. It basically takes twelve principles that should be ingrained in everyone and tells to remember to remember them. I'd suggest it to anyone not really looking for love or money but on how to make themselves into a better person.
Somewhere in between drowning in depression and reading Russel and Dean Koontz, I managed to watch the every episode (so far) of Adventure Time in about three days. No I didn't sleep. Yes I still managed to work.
Speaking of work, not leaving my house has been really good on my pocket. I think after buying some new clothes and shoes(I think the last clothing related purchase I made was a pack of v necks at walmart in April so yeah, I need those things) I'm gonna buy this despite the fact I should really be putting more money towards a car. I just really want a longboard. I suck at deciding on what to spend money on. Once again, whatever.
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