Tsk, Tsk

Although it isn't a big step for everyone, applying for/going to college is for me. A big part of it is my strong dislike (not hatred, but close) for school. The small part is my giant fear that I'll go and end up wasting a ton of money or putting myself in major debt only to fail. Actually, my fear of failing is probably a bigger part of it. But, I took that step and applied to a few colleges over the last few days. I still don't know what I want to do but I'm more focused on just getting there right now than what I'll be going for. The next step in this process for me is actually going backwards and facing something I was dead set on not doing in high school: Taking the ACT. I didn't take it because 1. I had zero desire to ever go to college and 2. My head was stuck way too far up my own ass. Better late than never, though. Right? Wish me luck and all those other 'I know you have zero effect on what I'm doing but I could sure use a positive and encouraging statement from you' type sayings.