sidenote;

I just love how life continues to point out to me just how bad being 'me' is. I mean, yeah. i know i should be changing but right now, i don't know exactly who or what i'm supposed to be changing to. and just being honest, i'm not even sure if i even should keep trying to change. not to sound crazy cliche right now, but i'm tired of fighting to stay afloat. i really, really, am. fuck it. i'm going to bed.